Lots of people that see me knitting in public comment that they would LOVE to knit, but they just simply don’t have the patience. I don’t know exactly how many times I’ve given variations of my “I don’t knit because I have patience, I have patience because I knit” …but we are definitely in the double digits. Knitting is what keeps me patient in long lines, or when traveling. It’s what makes movies and TV shows not feel like a waste of time, and honestly helps me continue to pay attention if the knitting doesn’t become distractingly complicated. I recently knit an inch extra of stockinette stitch in the movie theatre that I had to rip back after (Age of Ultron, apparently the more intense the action movie, the faster I knit to cope.) I wasn’t even sad about the error – it was more time I got to spend with a very lovely yarn. More on that project later.
The point is that knitting is what soothes me. It’s what grants me patience and occasionally helps keep me looking like a semi-put-together human being in public.
It’s also something I do out of love for the people I love, so when casting around for something to accompany my next letter to Daphne I thought – oh I’ll knit a little something to tuck in with it. It’s too warm now for the hat I’ve promised her. It’s spring, maybe a little knitted flower? A couple maybe? That would be sweet. It will use up some of the scrap yarn I have (true) and it shouldn’t take very long (false. so false.)
So I set off to make a little knitted flower – or three. A nice bundle of three would do. I expected it to take about an evening, maybe two
It took a month.
From not knitting the i-cord around the pipe cleaner, to reworking the shape of the petals out of fussiness (I wanted the middle one to be bigger?), this project was not remotely the straight forward little side event I thought it would be. Every time it frustrated me sufficiently I put it down, not wanting to knit those bad vibes into a gift. Frankly it’s a miracle they ever got finished. I cursed working half a dozen tiny stitches in the round, I cursed the i-cord, I cursed the little yellow stamen that took so many tries to tie properly. I cursed trying to hide all the little ends and I especially cursed the very very malleable pipe-cleaners for never bending quite as I wanted them too.
Pictured above: tears.
I cursed while trying to tie a ribbon around them so they looked pretty and had to resort to watching ribbon tying tutorials on Youtube. I can knit. I cannot craft, it seems.
But despite all this cursing, from beginning to end, the minute the last one was finished and they were finally tied up nicely I was awash in new FO glow. A good new finished object glow can erase everything I ever disliked about making the project, and this one was mighty strong. Look how cute they are! Adorable little blooms with their little stamen and stems. How could I possibly be frustrated with them? Every grumble I’ve listed seemed petty once I had the finished project sitting on my coffee table. These three flowers that rivalled a pair of socks in fiddly-ness, and a stockinette stitch sweater in patience were worth every bit.
So this wasn’t a project that granted patience. In fact, it seemed to try and test it at every turn. I will try not to underestimate fiddly knitting ever again (success is unlikely, but I will try). This was the flip side to my usual knitting, but in some way it makes the final product even more worth it this time.
…and after having complained so regularly about “the pipe-cleaner thing” I know that by the time they reach their recipient, they may be a little squished in the post, but they will most certainly be appreciated.
Pattern: Flower – Bloem by Saartje de Bruijn (Dutch pattern for a Dutch friend!)
Yarn: Knit Picks Palette scraps in Eggplant, Celadon Heather and … probably Custard, I’m not sure…
Needles: 2.5 mm dpns.
Modification: To make the larger flower: Cable cast on: 36
(p3, k1, p5, k1, p2) 3 times. Repeat this round 3 times in total
(p2, CDD, p3, CDD, p1)
begin pattern as written.